God wants you to have our heart's desire
Here are some Bible verses about your desires.
"Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you."
Therefore I say to you, What things soever you desire, when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you shall have them.
"Very truly I tell you, my Father will give you whatever you ask in my name." "Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."
This is the confidence which we have before Him, that, if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us.
1 John 5:14
And God will generously provide all you need. Then you will always have everything you need and plenty left over to share with others.
2 Corinthians 9:8