God wants you to be healed
Here are some Bible verses about your healing.
"I am the Lord that healeth thee"
"But you shall serve the LORD your God, and He will bless your bread and your water; and I will remove sickness from your midst."
But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.
And the Lord will take away from you all sickness, and none of the evil diseases of Egypt which you knew will He put upon you, but will lay them upon all who hate you.
"He himself bore our sins" in his body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; "by his wounds you have been healed."
1 Peter 2:24
Beloved, I pray that in all respects you may prosper and be in good health, just as your soul prospers.
3 John 1:2