God wants you to be free
Here are some Bible verses about your freedom.
For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to the yoke of slavery.
We know that our old self was crucified with Him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing, so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. For one who has died has been set free from sin.
Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom
2 Corinthians 3:17
For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.
2 Timothy 1:7
In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I shall not be afraid. What can flesh do to me?
And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.